Thursday, April 22, 2010

Long Time No Post

Quite a while since I updated this blog. I've been busy with my new "Tarpaulin Layout & Printing" business with matching addicting game in Rohan Online Philippines. I even joined "Coliseum of Champions" when the GM team arrived in Davao. We won third place.

Right now, I'm a bum and a hippie. Bum--because my business was put to a halt when my mum had important stuffs to attend to in faraway places and my lil bro is set for a month's time of on-the-job training in Cebu. I had to go back home for my hounds which I miss the most. But right after they left, I don't even know if my Pazzy is pregnant. There was no confirmed "lockball" when my mum was taking care of them and I don't really trust her when it comes to my hounds although she makes impeccable choices when I ask her for some stuffs that I dunno the answers to. Still, I think I will have no puppies for this season.

One of the many reasons why I had posted now is because my boyfriend kept texting me of how my blog was of "page 4" to which I dun really know what he meant about it and still continued to tell me to check on my Googles Ads if I had earned anything. I really dun see how is this is a big fuss for him that I already was inactive here. Ionno if he's just trying to have a conversation with me after our recent terrible break-up which we already got over since we made up 3 days after while I was at my friend's place getting drunk. I was so drunk that I almost didn't make it home. But I did get home but the hangover was crazy the next day.

Maybe it's really a big deal like what he's implying on his text messages. I'll look it up maybe later then.

So I just got out of a fever and cold after last week's rain. Hehe! I think the "El Niño" phenomenon that they were trying to scare in our country wasn't that much at all. Maybe in Manila they get the pure heat wave. LOL! Another plus for my hometown then.

My late brother Deo's birthday passed and I was still sick then. So I stayed home instead of going to church with my grandparents and prayed. Only God knows what I prayed and I am fully content of that.

I've almost forgotten how I have this blog for myself. I so badly needed an outlet to vent and rant but people nowadays tend to forget how to listen. Maybe I have too, so maybe it's out of the question if I needed someone to talk to. Talking to people to have them hear your problems out without the judgmental mind is pretty scarce to find these days. The only ones who know how to listen are not even humans anymore--plants, trees, flowers, dogs and God--they are all that's left to talk to without the fear of being judged and be advised pathetically. Wew.

I guess the words of my fave author Antoine de Saint-Exupery is right: "Grown-ups never understand anything for themselves, and it is tiresome for children to be always and forever explaining things to them."

And since it is Earth Day, I give my cheers to the greatest listeners of Mother Nature. Arigato!

1 got somethin' to say...:

Dokemion said...

i miss you! mwa